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entry 09 - april 27, 2026 / 6:30am
mood: tired but also not?
now playing: nothing, but probably noah kahan's new album later
thoughts of the moment
- I didn't actually start reading hill house lol... maybe I'll focus on reading undermoss, actually!
- I also need a new show to watch now that I've finished the pitt!
- 5 days until I get to see my girl!
- and to wrap up april, one more collage :)
entry 08 - april 19, 2026 / 6:11pm
mood: kind of grumpy tbh
now playing: "proof of life episode 1" by megan rhiannon on youtube
thoughts of the moment
- excited to try some new glossier perfumes I received as a birthday free sample bundle - glossier you (original), glossier you fleur and glossier you doux
- so tired lately and feeling like I just need 3-5 business days to sleep and recover
- spending time in my hobonichi cousin is about all I have the energy for at the moment
- debating which book I will read next and I'm thinking the classic the haunting of hill house by shirley jackson
- prepping many to do lists and packing lists for my upcoming trip to the usa to visit my gf and attend her friend's wedding
- too tired to think of anything else lol
entry 07 - april 11, 2026 / 7:21pm
mood: tired but content
now playing: "my body is a cage" by arcade fire
R.E.P.O.R.T. of the month
- reading: feast while you can by mikaella clements and onjuli datta -- this book was incredible, so interesting and engaging, so well-written. a good amount of creepy/eery/spooky vibes for my personal taste, hot protagonist and hotter love interest, lesbians, an eldritch horror creature as the villian, ugh it was just amazing. 5 stars again and again.
- enjoying: actually reading again! it's a hobby I have missed greatly over the years, and boy do I mean years. it's been probably close to a decade or so since I've had this much fun with a book, and read this much in only a few months.
- playing: lots of julia wolf lately, some OG flyleaf, tiktikboom by maude latour on repeat lol, new MUNA, etc.
- obsessing: would it be annoying if I say I've been obsessed by angelina/jagvi fanfic and headcanons from the aformentioned book lol
- recommending: oh man I need to think of something else to discuss haha
- treating: reese's easter chocolate peanut butter carrots lol, the perfect ratio of chocolate and peanut butter *chef's kiss*
april is not even half-way done yet, but it's shaping up well so far. let's hope I didn't just jinx myself. I turned another year older last week and I spent the day feeling very spoiled and even more loved. I got a lot of exciting goodies including a new fountain pen ink (carmilla by wearingeul), which is just a necessary addition to my collection. I've been walking a bit more (still pain-free) which is a very exciting revelation now that we're 6ish months post-surgery. spring is here officially but weather-wise she is still waiting to make her big appearance and I'm excited for everything to really bloom. I will probably be back with a proper, full april update in a few weeks so stay tuned.
